I'm so sorry but "I love you"

I was never that kind of person who says "I love you" often...

Somehow... I never liked those words...

Somehow, I don't feel the need to say it

why should I?

If I know that he loves me...

I can see it on those eyes

his laugh

those lips

and that bashfulsmile 

I love when he puts his arms around me

I love when he bites me

I love when he hugs me tightly

I love everything

[I'm so sorry but...]

"I love you"

Ti Amo

Once in a while Ill look up at the sky and wonder
why him?

And at the end of the day...

He's the only one on my mind

And at the end of the day...

I know it's him

Ti Amo

Thoughts...

Am I giving up...?

I think I am, and I hate it...

Dust...

We keep on striving
trying
dying to be the best
why? 
for what?

We're noting

just a pointless dot in space

just a simple note on an endless scale...

We think of ourselves as the kings of this universe
when truthfully...
we're nothing...

"Just a small particle of dust..."

I’m scared of b r e a k i n g your heart

Such a fragile and gentle heart...

I’m scared of hurting you

I fear that I’ve already caused you to shed tears because of me

I fear that deep inside your heart you already despise me…

I’m scared, my love…

If I ever hurt you, I'm sorry

If I ever cause you pain, I'm sorry

How can I live with the expectations of everyone

Without b r e a k i n g your heart…

How am I supposed to l i v e without those starry eyes

How am I supposed to live in this starless night?

How am I supposed to live w i t h o u t you?

H o w  a m  I  s u p p o s e d  t o . . .  ? 

Dear Pain...

What is this feeling?

It’s so familiar…

My long forgotten friend…

Bittersweet pain…

Where have you been hiding?

I thought I had locked you up deep in my heart

I thought I had forgotten this feeling…

Guess I was wrong…

Him...

It's him

And I'll keep fighting for this...

for us...