Etcetera

miércoles, 4 de mayo de 2011
I'm looking for it
I'm wishing for it, etcetera
I understand that we can't go back
But at the very least, it's my freedom to wish for it, right?


Please, someone
Anyone, give me an answer...



I know what I want
And this is not it...

Useless

Useless... that's what I am



Or so it seems...

Wondering...

martes, 3 de mayo de 2011
Sometimes I wonder...
who would I be if I never left?
Would I still be that naive girl that I was back then?
would I know the difference between truth and lies, dreams and reality...?
Would I still be watching that beautiful sunset while I hold that pencil, writing poems and prophecies...?
Would I be strong?
Or weak?

Would I be left forever alone?
Or was there any opportunity of that childish love to be able to bloom...?
Would I keep writing?
Would I still be trapped in a world of dreams and illusions?

Would I still cry under the starless night?
Would I pray to god every time I saw that beautiful blue sky...?

Sometimes I wonder...
what could have happened if I said 'no'
Would I end up loosing my mind?
was it already written somewhere that I had to end up being like this?

Would I be brave enough to stand up for my self?
Or would I still be that little shy girl...?

Would I be able to carry the burden and pain of her for the rest of my life?
Would I lose her?

Who would I be if I never left...?

I miss them...
And I thought that I couldn't lose nothing...
Guess I was wrong.











Sometimes...

Sometimes I just want to go back
to whom I was
who I used to be...

Sometimes I want to go back
to that eternal lonely light...

I want to see that blue sky once again...

I want to hear their voices again...

Sometimes I wonder...
who would I be if I never left...?



Song...

lunes, 2 de mayo de 2011
Everything started with a song...

Fascinating!

The way you are
boy I like the way you walk
the way you talk
your eyes
your smile
your scent
it's just... fascinating!

is it love...?

Tell me

"Don't know what to think or do
My mind's spinning because of you
Tell me what is right and what is wrong"

...



"If it's not jealousy and distrust then it's just the inevitable separation that occurs..."



I'ts like I'm 14 again...
all alone left in the dark
crying 'till dawn...