...

jueves, 31 de marzo de 2011
And the only person I can trust lives a thousand miles away from me...

Why...?

martes, 22 de marzo de 2011
Why did I ended up falling in love with you...?

Tired...?

viernes, 18 de marzo de 2011
And I got tired of waiting
of pretending...

Tired of smiling
crying...

Tired of everything...?

[I'm so tired of myself...]
My problems are nothing compared to those whom starve to death
Nothing compared to those who have lost they're loved ones
Nothing compared to those who lay between life and death
My problems are nothing compared to what others are going through...

I'm useless...

I'll keep on walking 
keep crying 
pretending
smiling...

I'll keep living

In the end it's worth it
because I have what others lack
and I should be grateful for it...


We should be grateful for what we have
food, shelter, family, friends...
love
We should be grateful
yet we don't act like it
I don't act like it...

I should stop being a fool
I should smile... at least for them...






"Pregare per loro"










Simple & Wonderful

Laying in bed
talking to her
Smiling & laughing

Life can be so simple and wonderful sometimes...
[Until the Nightmare starts]

But for once I just want to be happy
And hold on to those whom I truly love...
I just want to forget everything and have fun

I just want to be free
Spread my wings
And fly with my angel...


My Precious...

I'ts been a long time
And the only thing I'm sure of is that I love him more and more as the days pass by...

My tiny little wish came true
I'm able to be with him
I'm able to love him...




"I can't say I'm afraid of falling in love
because I'm already in love..."



Shy whisper, soaking through the rim of the ear
our memories are pilling up
Foolish and pretty images that we see of each other
Like a sunshine that comes through the streetlight in the alley
You gave me a small dream, something I never knew
My precious
My Precious
Warm enough to erase the memories that were like a thorn
My precious
My precious
Fluttered enough to keep the memories of the past summer
The glitter on your eyes that is breaking by the refreshing wind
The memories of my innocent days come to my heart
My lost wishes that I really wanted
When I turn around and see that all my memories are gone
You held my two hands tight when I thought I would be alone
My precious
My precious
You touched my broken heart without any words
My precious
My precious
The flutters that allow me to do anything if you are with me...
My precious [Warmer than any sunshine]
My precious [More beautiful than any gem]
You touched my broken heart without any words
My precious [Cleaner than any sky]
My Precious [Clearer than any glass]
The flutters that allow me to do anything if you are with me...
My precious...





Pretending...

martes, 15 de marzo de 2011
"The only thing I can do is pretend to be happy"

I'll just smile
I'll just laugh with everyone else
I'll just pretend...

As if  nothing was wrong
As if I never cried
As if everything was simple and perfect...



 Let's play hide-and-seek
I'll hide, no one will ever find me
I'll hide in the darkest corner of the world
I'll hide and you will never find me
And eventually I would die...

...

jueves, 10 de marzo de 2011
[And with this song I say goodbye to those precious memories
I've been such a fool
always making the same mistakes. 
This time I'll back away
this time I'll stay in the dark forever
I guess it was time to wake up from this beautiful dream filled with lies...] 


She was beautiful
always dressed in black
always protecting me...
But I couldn't handle it...
he was in so much pain...
We drifted apart...
And then I lost her...


It's so easy to trust someone
I've been a fool

And the story repeats itself
a tiny little mistake...
We're drifting apart
but this time I won't get involved
this time I'll back away...



And the only person I can trust lives a thousand miles away from me...


Sorella...

miércoles, 9 de marzo de 2011
I loved you
I adored you...

Tell me
what happened to us?

Do you remember
those endless nights
holding hands
lying down
loving you

I loved you like a sister 
or maybe more than that...

I adored you...
I looked up to you...

What happened to us?
was it him?
was it me?

Was I that innocent back then?
Unable to tell the difference between the truth and the lies...

[Beautiful lies...]




Forgive me...
it was my mistake...

forgive me for speaking the truth
the truth hidden in lies

forgive me for everything
I was always so  useless...

I hope you're happy
I hope you don't hate me...
 "Perdonami, 
cara sorella..."
Perdonami... 















If you see her...

If you see her
tell her I said "hi"
Because I'm not going to make the same mistake
Because it's time to let go...

"This is my redemption"

If you see her
tell her that I love her

Tell her that I'm sorry...

[scusa me
dispiace per tutto...]


Keep on living...

viernes, 4 de marzo de 2011
Even if I'm alone
I'll keep walking

Even If I fall a thousand times
I'll keep walking

Born to fight this endless war
my heart is the battleground
my words are my swords

Even If I can't trust...
Even If I'm alone...

I'll keep walking
I'll keep fighting...

Until the day I die...
"Thats who I am"

Trust...

With an innocent smile
with a perfect life
it's so easy to trust...

Until everything backfires...

Until the innocence is thrown away...

Living with the fear of getting hurt
Living with the fear or hurting others...
It's so hard to trust someone...


"And when you do, It backfires again.."




Afraid of losing her...

These endless fights...
The story repeats itself

"The only thing I can do is back away
before I make the mistake"

Before it repeats itself...

Before I lose her again...

Prayer...

Praying in the valley of the Roses...
please God, help those in need
help those who need you...

Give us wings
to fly like birds

Give us fire
to spark our hearts

Give us darkness
so that we can shine our way through

Please, oh Please
Help those in need
help those who need you...

Please, oh Please
forgive us the sinners

Please oh Please
forgive our sins...

Let our prayers reach the stars
reach the heaven...

Thanks for everything you've given us
a place to live

Please pardon us who have commited errors throughout our lifes
Please forgive us...

Let our hearts bloom in the valley of the Roses...

Let our prayers reach the heavens
Let the Angels guide us...
Let the Roses protect us...


-Prayer-Emblem of the Roses